|
evenindeath
|
read my profile
sign my guestbook
Name: danielle aka pinkspider
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Lancaster
Birthday: 5/20/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: music like jrock, rock, metal, etc, graphic & web design, video games, anime, reading, laughing at everything, cosplay, manga, taking pictures, drawing, creative stuff, message boards, never answering the phone, yep.
japanese music: l'arc~en~ciel, gackt, dir en grey, malice mizer, hyde, X JAPAN, hide, psycho le cemu, onmyouza, moi dix mois, pierrot, janne da arc, GLAY, plastic tree, asian kung-fu generation, tetsu69, kisaki project, S.O.A.P., acid android, BUCK-TICK, kagrra, +d'espairsray+, blam honey, aya, do as infinity, plastic tree, LUNA SEA, deathgaze, baroque, lareine, phobia, ETC! lots of J-ROCK mmmm ^__^
Expertise: according to many- graphic making and web design...a perfectionist that i am. i do a pretty good impression of arnold's pizza shop and successfully learned the STAY AWAY dance [& papa lapped a pap lopped beginning :P] singing like hyde, getting annoyed easily, sleeping in, complaining, hating school, downloading, i can bust out a pretty good flash movie & ..oh yeah dont get me started on my funky uncle ben voice..
Occupation: cashier at wal-mart
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  fearthereaper64
MSN: xpinkspider@comcast.net
Member Since:
7/28/2003
|
|
| guess what? i'm alive 
i have no idea why i haven't updated in...8 months?
wow.
well, as of late my life consists of school, work, schoolwork, senior stuff, work...yeah
i dont even know what to say 
this is a really fast cheap layout. but that's okay. no ones taking record
not a good time for me to be writing. but i'll refrain from pretty much saying anything at the moment in fear of..yeah. could go on about how stupid, annoying, dumb, and hypocritcal everything and everyone is anymore and 165436 other things forever 
sorry for not being on here....for like 8 months
i'll try to make a real update soon. whenever i feel like it.
so much to say? or not
best thing that's happened lately - kingdom hearts II. yeah i got that today
with a spiffy limited strategy book thing. do you know how long i've been
waiting for this game?
although, i'll never have time to play it.
i can't wait until school is over
hey its my last year of highschool....pequea....thank god.
dude otakon. i was gonna write about that. no use 316136 years later o.O
work sucks. im thinkin, less than 2 months left in wal-mart 
will write later..another time.
just wanted to..yeah.
| | |
| zzzomgggg1!!11! an update!!
yes i am alive. well, barely. it is soo hot anymore i am sick of it. i
haven't spent time outside in forever. don't feel like sweating to
death haha. pretty much have spent time working, sewing, computer,
anime, & video games. ah, but all is fun, ne?
i finally got my wonderflex today! *woot* so i can start making my daishi armor.
still a bunch to do -_-
soo, everyone who likes anime should watch BLEACH. it's amazing
i have 5 full series of anime to watch. this is getting ridiculous!!! lol
has anyone played kh:chain of memories? wanna tell me how to beat the
134861th riku fight where he spazzes out? haha ugh. reminds me of the
horrors of fighting him in kh, after that cutscene were kairi yells
'SORA!!', yeah i used to have it all memorized considering how many
times i had to sit there and watch it x_x
i love this album
so a few minutes ago as i was about to start typing all of this some
random flying bug just crashed into my arm and scared the freaking crap
out of me. i dont know what it is. i hope it doesnt come back either.
just finished the coolest purse tonight, with my momma's help. hey, i
didn't even ask for it this time, she just started sewing? lol
so about how this entry is random.
i went to the dentist today, told me i will probably have to get my
wisdom teeth removed -_- they are not through yet, but it 'looks like
there isn't enough room for them' and it could 'mess up my straight
teeth'. yay just what i want to go through
ooohmy i am SO tired, i dont know why. felt like i could fall asleep at
7. im really tired during the day too. i guess going to bed at 2-3 am
and waking up at 11ish just doesnt work well? wake up and feel lazy lol
..but i have to stay up late enough at least to watch conan o'brien. that man is great XD
haha it's kind of funny, i haven't hung out with anyone for a while.
i've been talking to more online friends lately than those here. is it
my fault, really? no one wants do anything? is it my fault if i dont
contact and ask people anymore? i've been thinking about what i'm going
to do after high school too. had senior pics done the other day.
crazyyy. i always used to want to move to like california, florida, new
york or something after i graduate when i was younger. you know, i'm
reconsidering the idea. there's no one around here interested in half
the things i am. yeah there are a few, but not a lot. not that
interests is all that matters, yanno? but i've met so many cool people
online from other places. i always get the 'wow you seem so cool', 'you
like so many cool things', 'dude if you lived here..' blah blah blah.
sucks that no one around here cares about things i do. i don't have a
group of friends to cosplay and work on costumes with, i dont have
anyone i can obsess w/ jrock and share with, people around here think
anime is stupid. ok, not all, yes there are people who like it but many
who do not. or there are retards being attracted to it just because
they watch a few eps on tv. but yeah, not saying up and leaving
everyone is what i want to do, yanno? because i do have some really
great friends and all. just another possibility. oh yeah, studying
abroad in japan is on the list too x_x
eh, enough of my rambling.
i <3 l'arc~en~ciel
transylvania, ah this song. rocks. one of my first malice mizer songs.
i remember listening to transylvania, au revoir, & color me blood
red. when they were the only mm songs i had. some of my very very first
jrock. then gackt, and mizerable. onto dir en grey, marmalade chainsaw,
berry, akuro no oka. will never forget that one. l'arc en ciel, cradle.
glay, baroque, penicillin, etc.. ah the days!!! ...and look what i've
evolved into now :D <33
enough reminiscing on the past. haha and onto leaving,
yeah time to wrap this up.
later ~
jaaa ne
<3
| | |
| new layout, d00d. alice nine is hawwt! XD whatcha think?
i cant seem to go to bed any ealier than 1-2 am anymore. i always feel
like i should be doing things lol. hence why i am on here, wanted to
finish my layout and all, figured an update would be nice with it.
i think i'm still continuing my job search, if i can find something
that is better than what i have now i might take it. i have to work for
the 3rd weekend in a row (saturday and sunday) when i was told that i'd
only be working one day out of the weekend each week. and guess what, i
work next weekend both days too! it's really aggrivating, because i
don't want to work saturdays and sundays. i am changing my availability
on saturday i don't give a hoot what they say either.
so, the music guests for otakon were announced which brought about
major dissappointment from just about everyone. (the indigo and piano
squall) yeah, i can't help to be dissappointed, because i love japanese
music and any opportunity to see a band i like is rare and exciting.
well yeah, nothing can top l'arc, and even if they had to scale it down
a bit they didn't have to resort to a band barely anyone has heard of
before. they said they were really close to having someone else, but i
guess it didn't work out, that's why. i'll probably still go to the
concert anyway, just beacuse. i was so upset this morning, lol, but i'm
trying to look on the bright side, there's always next year (but it's
soo far away) no waiting in a long concert line leaves more time for
cosplaying, taking pics, going to panels & dealer's room, and
hopefully attend the masquerade this year. :sigh:
i need to watch anime more again, i haven't had a lot of time lately.
or i've just been doing other things. wednesday i went to bob's w/
michele & watched BLEACH for some hours. lol about time, i've had
the first 20 eps on my computer for a while, never got around to
watching them. i think we watched to 16 or so. now i have to catch up,
and watch 438951 ones i have. i wish there was more time in the day
lol. i went to lauren's thursday, last time i see her for a while since
she's going on vacation for a week. :( we went swimming and
stuff. always fun! lol, wilson (the beachball [yes it has a name]) was
being bad, kept floating away. and he got out of his cage! bad ball. he
was spanked with a paddle LOL. during our attempt to play, i have no
idea what you'd call it, water paddle-ball ?
here's some random pics, of part of my expanded jrock wall and other things
woohoo
yay for
random
i love this part
anime tribute
#549
one of my coolest magazines
so yeah, i should probably get to bed soon. so i don't sleep in
extremely late. want to work on my cosplay or something for a while
before i go to work >_< ugh. i'll have to figure out if i can go
to jeedcon tomorrow after work for a while, since my parents will be at
a party that is like 20 seconds down the road from their house lol.
works for me!
well im out, hope everyone is doing well
take care
ja! <3
| | |
| looks like i never updated when i said i would last time. hahaha sorry
but im sure no one cares
im in like half a bad mood right now because i have a headache from
work and i was ticked off at the end of my shift because people are so
FREAKING stupid and ask dumb questions & come in the line when your
light is off. and ALL I WANT IS MY PAYCHECK. i need money and i want
the thing now but i couldnt get it because i didnt know how &
everyone was so busy (have to call and they will bring it out b/c when
i got there earlier they were already moved out of where you can walk
in and get it) ugh. and the schedule they made up for me, since i only
know i work tomorrow, is more than 4 hours per day because they still
think i'm over 18! gosh.. right now work can take their freaking crap
and shove it. lol so yeah now i have to go there tomorrow earlier
figure things out and then go back freakin 5-9 and if i have to work
saturday IM GONNA BE MAD!! i havent seen most of my friends lately
except for lauren, and i want to go to jeedcon! ugh lol i hate
working!!!!
so yeah, sorry had to get THAT out of the way. now on to the better stuff. ha
everyone must BUY (not download >_< ) l'arc~en~ciel's new album,
AWAKE because it is awesome :) wowww i love it so much! and omg, "AS
ONE" is such a freaking awesome song!! lol they all are! it's a must
buy :) and the package is so pretty! hehe well i got the digipack one,
i think that was only first press though :X hehe ah well BUY IT ANYWAY!
this is probably the 20th time i've preached this over the internet
hahaha
so i have a free week subscriber thing on deviant art. but it doenst
really come to use to me much right now lol. dont have any art to put
up. :P
i also finally got my l'arc stuff that i won, from the coolest person
on ebay EVER. he is amazing i love him to death :) (about the only
person who sells authentic, real cds and magazines and stuff from
japanese artists and such) took a while because it was delayed a few
days and it was coming from japan ~ well worth it though :)
click for larger view. haha mmmmm yummmmie :) havnet had time to re-do my walls yet though!
finally, otakon is supposed to announce in the next week or two who the
headlining muscial act is. i'm so excited, i cant wait to hear. i'm
sure it's going to be great, but i hope i'm not dissapointed. i mean i
already am like 10% because i know it's not l'arc again (yes i was
there last year & saw them but (long story not getting into it) of
why i NEED to see them again) sooo im like hmm. i would be psyched to
all that is holy if it were gackt or dir en grey. although i highly
doubt it. i feel like i'll be a bit disapointed if it's anyone else.
and PLC is out of the question, already had their lil US tour and there
are issues w/ a band memeber right now. and no offense but if
it's like asian kung-fu generation or orange range, i'll be
dissapointed. yeah some of their music is fine, butttt lol. and im just
trying to think of who else, but i dont think they'll go too deep into
the jrock scene (usually have some realtion to anime? or really popular
lol) so i just hope im not disappointed :) and yes i think i just did
spell disappointed 3 different ways throughout that shpeel. hahaha
so about how i need my money now, lol. i, er my mom, already bought $75
worth of cosplay materials (for one costume) and i still need to buy a
sheet of wonderflex, which is $60 :X ugh lol. anyone wanna help me?
because im not the world's best sewer and this is my first time working
with wonderflex and well making any type of armor for that matter! lol
i got awesome fabric though, paid like $43 for 4 yds, but oh well. it's
hot. that's all that matters ;)
anyone want to buy me a hard drive space upgrade?? lol i only have 80GB
and i've been on the verge of no space left, been up and down between
600MB and 2-3 gigs left. bah. lol and i still keep downloading. i cant
stop!!! :P and i dont want to put everything on cds, although i'll have
to put a lot on.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
im bored lol. dont feel like doing anything. what's new?
i think im gonna stop lol
goodbye. sayonara. adios
take care <3
| | |
| stole this from myspace :P
[ ] i have a cell phone.
[X] i am an only child.
[X] i am a shopaholic
[ ] i love dangly earrings.
[ ] i like cold weather
[X] i have shot a gun before.
[X] i can't live without music.
[X] i have zero tolerance for ignorant people.
[ ] i have ridden on a motorcycle before.
[ ] i'll be in this town forever
[ ] i've been to 5 other countries.
[X] i get annoyed easily
[ ] i eventually want kids
[X] i have neat handwriting [SOMETIMES]
[X] i have more than a few horrible memories
[ ] i am addicted to chocolate
[ ] i have full-blooded siblings
[ ] my parents are strict
[ ] i love airplane rides
[X] i love taking pictures.
[X] i love being in pictures [sometimes :P lol]
[X] i can be mean when i want to be
[X] my parents care about my grades
[X] i am easy to talk to
[ ] i cry easily [well mayb if im watchin a sad movie lol]
[X] i procrastinate
[X] i love springtime
[X]i have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
[X] i love to sleep.
[X] i wish i were smarter. [about select things, not everything]
[ ] i'm afraid of flying.
[ ] i HATE drama.
[ ] i bite my nails
[ ] i have been on a 10 hour car ride- one x per ride
[ ] i never fight with my parents
[X] i love the beach
[X] i have had the chicken pox
[X] i have gone out in public in my pajamas
[ ] i can't control my emotions.
[X] i have a best friend
[X] i have moved at least once- one x per move
[X] i truly love my friends
[ ] i have/had braces
[X] i love to write.
[X] i have broken a bone
[X] i love my computer
[ ] i love girls that play the drums
[ ] i love girls that play the guitar
[x] i'm a happy person
[X] i love to dance
[X] i love to sing
[X] i love to act crazy and be funny
[ ] i love cleaning my room
[ ] i tend to get jealous very easily
[X] i love night better than day.
[X] i have been on the phone for over 5 hours at a time.
[ ] i like to study for tests
[ ] i have had pneumonia.
[x] i am too forgiving.
[ ] i have horrible sense in direction.
[X] i miss elementary school
[X] i love to sew.
[x] my eye color changes
[ ] i play on a sports team
[X] i become stressed easily.
[X] i hate liars.
[X] i like comfy sweatpants
[] i can play the piano
[X] i love to play in the rain.
[X] i love my family.
[ ] i hate needles
[X] i am a perfectionist.
[X] i always wanted to learn to play the guitar
[X] i hate the feeling of failure.
[X] i have friends in other countries
[] i know how to cook
[] i can speak another language fluently
[x] i am selfish. [mayb w/ some things]
[X] at times, i still act like a little kid
[ ] i have allergies
[X] i used to play with Barbies
[X] i love to read
[X] i wish i were more motivated for school.
[X] i love getting stuff in the mail.
[X] i have problems with letting go of old feelings/memories
[X] i love friends and think i can never have too many
[X] i love summer.
[X] i love the weekends.
[X] i can type with one hand
[X] i live in a house.
[X] i wear make-up
[X] i have ridden on an underground subway
[ ] i go to church
[ ] i sing in the shower
[ ] i have never been camping
[ ] i hate cheerleaders.
[X] i usually get what i want.
[X] i have been on stage before
[X] i love roller coasters
[ ] my nails are painted right now
[ ] i have been skiing or snowboarding
[X] I love people who are honest and themselves
What are you listening to right now?
Alice Nine
what are the last 2 digits in ur phone number?
43
What was the last thing you ate?
Nature Valley Bar
If you were a crayon what color would you be?
Red, black, or blue
How is the weather right now?
decent, nice ~ ac is on low, not too bad in here
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
my mom...called me from work to ask me to help her w/ the computer lol
The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
hair, overall appearance, anything? lol
Favorite Food?
uhh lots :P
Do you drink?
everyday..24/7
Do you smoke?
no i'm pretty sure i can't stand ciggarette smoke.
Hair color:
dark brown w/ red tint & some highlights that were reddish and now copper? idk
Eye Color:
greenish
Do you wear contacts?
no
Favorite Month?
december only for pre-xmas/xmas/vacation, summer months, august of 2004 & 2005 ;)
Favorite Fast Food?
burger king, or arby's
Last Movie you Watched?
the princess blade
Favorite Day of the Year?
weekends
Are you too shy to ask someone out?
dunno
Hugs or Kisses?
whatever
Chocolate or Vanilla?
depends, but vanilla is cool
Piercings?
ears were, but they are probably closed :P
What's your Fav. animal?
cats, tigers, dolphins, rabbits..lots! i <3 animals :D
Fav. Movie?
matrix trilogy, and LOTS more lol too lazy to list
Fav. basketball Team?
well, i was an avid lakers fan until shaq
and everyone left, phil jackson quit (but he's coming back for next
season!!) and yeah. they just lost their spunk and some of my favorite
players. kobe is the only one left lol
Fav. American Idol?
none, they're more popular during the show
then after even if they win. it sucks anymore,
*cough*constantineshouldntgottenvotedoff*/cough.*
any pets?
2 cats
SN?
fearthereaper64 ~~ i dont like it, but too lazy to change for now, bc then i have to tell everyone. gah.
Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
butterrrr.
Dogs or cats?
cats ~srry just never would want a dog, unless it was really small. but id still rather have a CAT!
Favorite Flower?
whatever looks nice
What do you do when you wake up in the morning?
take forever to get up
Do you still talk to your best friends from high school?
im still in high school. >_< 1 more year thank god.
What's on your desk?
papers, cds, more papers, can of soda,
phone, mp3 player, cam, random things, more papers, tissues, cup of
writing utensils. haha and more
Concert or symphony?
concert
Play or Opera?
ehhhhh idk
Do you like to travel by plane?
never have
Right-handed or Left-handed?
right
How many pillows do you sleep with?
1
City and State you were born in?
lancaster, pa..a hospital in lancaster, then i think i first lived in strasburg for like 2-3 yrs
Ever hitchicked?
no i dont think i really want to
i'll actually write this weekend. too tired to now.
| | |
|
